Be honest…you read the Bible, and your mind knows God’s love is real, that His promises are true, but somehow it hasn’t made its way down into your heart. You want to pray, to open up to Him fully, but your voice feels stuck, and your heart whispers, “I’m not enough.” There’s a subtle barrier between you and Him, like a wall you can’t quite see, keeping His presence just out of reach. You long for rest in His love, yet anxiety and doubt pull at you daily. You love Him, you thank Him, you believe, but it doesn’t feel like enough. Intimacy feels fragile, fleeting, or even impossible. Forgiveness (toward yourself or others) feels heavy or unreachable, and facing old pain feels too risky. Deep down, you know freedom and restoration are available because of what others say, yet you’ve been stuck somewhere in between, craving connection but unsure how to step across the wall you feel in your heart.
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Christian women hire me to process past trauma, so they can experience true rest and a reconciled relationship with God - free from shame, fear, and hidden pain.
I help Christian women uncover the roots of their past pain and walk into the fruit of God’s healing. My work combines scripture-centered discipleship, prayer ministry, and trauma-informed practices to bring lasting transformation, not just head knowledge, but an embodied, felt relationship with God.
I know what it’s like to carry hidden roots. My childhood was marked by abuse, neglect, and a home life that felt unstable and unsafe. By my teens, I was searching for love and escape in many ways that left me broken. I battled with drug addiction, self-sabotaging choices, and relationships that only mirrored the wounds I carried for many years. I even sought healing in places that deepened my pain - spending a decade in witchcraft and the adult industry - before God met me through Deuteronomy 18:10-12.
Slowly, patiently, His love began to water the dry soil of my heart.
Hi, I'm Sophie!
servant, girl mom + trauma mentor living in the english countryside
Root to Fruit is a coaching programme where we tend to the bitter roots that have shaped your inner world and your relationship with God. Together, we gently uncover and invite God's healing to the roots formed through prenatal and childhood wounds, developmental trauma, generational sin patterns, unforgiveness, and learned survival responses. These roots often influence how safe you feel with God, how freely you pray, how you relate to others, and how much (true) rest and peace you experience in your daily life.
Through this journey, you will learn to recognise the subtle barriers that have kept you from true intimacy with God, the doubts, fears, and inner whispers that have held your heart back. You’ll gain practical tools and guided reflection to bring your mind, heart, and spirit into alignment with God’s truth, so that prayer, worship, and connection with Him become real, felt experiences rather than just ideas you understand in your head. This is about cultivating a living relationship with God that penetrates the deepest, achy places of your heart.
By the end of Root to Fruit, you will be equipped to walk forward from shame, fear, and hidden pain, experiencing the fruit of God’s restoration in your daily life. You’ll carry a new sense of confidence, authenticity, and trust, being able to love yourself and others more fully, embrace the gifts of grace, and step into the abundant life Jesus has prepared for you.
Root to Fruit
"Feeling God's grief over my father was just so healing. To understand God's heart around my earthly father's behaviour was mind-blowing. I love what the Lord is doing through you and I do believe my fiancee is from God, so the fact that the work we did preceded our relationship in such an obvious way is special indeed." - Georgia, Canada
"The financial investment that I made for the 3 months has transformed the entire rest of my life and resulted in an eternal impact. I truly believe that God used this mentorship to save my life. Please do not let anything stop you." - Alison, U.S
"The biggest hindrance I was experiencing was just the overwhelming mental torment, shame and condemnation that was keeping me from being able to draw close to God. I have gotten so much freedom and breakthrough from that. I'm truly grateful and I feel that I have entered into a brand new season. This mentorship has been nothing but a blessing." - Alison, U.S
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